Wednesday, July 31, 2013

choo dah

There were 20 patients lined up on the bench outside our little operating room, each with a black arrow drawn on his or her forehead that indicated either the right eye or the left. Their pupils were blank and clouded, but their faces were not. In patient expectation, they waited for their sight.


I decided to document the journey of one woman sitting on that bench. Choo Dah seemed quite willing. I photographed her getting settled on the operating table. The team prayed, lidocaine was injected, and the surgeon went to work on the old woman's right eye, carefully guiding his instruments toward the little white disc responsible for her blindness. I videoed as the procedure progressed. The medics assisted with growing confidence, their concentration dovetailing with that of the surgeon as he removed the cataract with gentle precision. Within 20 minutes, the eye was stitched back together and a bandage applied. Its owner had not flinched once.


We took Choo Dah's hand to help her to her feet and guide her to the recovery room at the back of the building. She sat down serenely on the woven mat to wait again, this time for her body to repair itself from the damage inflicted by surgery. I sat with her, struggling to communicate using my limited Karen language skills. Then I noticed that Paw Ku Htee, one of the medics who had assisted in the surgery, was flapping her hands at me in an animated sort of way and smiling broadly. Eventually, I realized what she was trying to tell me. Choo Dah was her grandmother.


I was delighted, of course, and completely amazed that I had chosen at random to follow along with a family member of one of our own medics. Paw Ku Htee asked me if I thought the two of them looked alike. I didn't really think so. But the next day, when Choo Dah's bandage was removed, I changed my mind. I could definitely see a reflection of the grandmother in her granddaughter's face.  For the first time in years, Choo Dah had the chance to see it too.